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mcentire789
mcentire789
29.04.2021 • 
English

Long as I remember I've always hated myself Never felt that warm feeling inside, I'm something else
Stay addicted to the things that kill the time, I'm fake alive
'Cause if I turn off the video games, I'll face my mind

Never knew my father thinking, wonder if I'm even like him?
Don't relate to anybody, fearing for my life, skim
Deeper into darkness, thoughts consuming, chest is tight
Maybe if I take my life, I'll be alright? Thought this every night

Wake up every morning, never want to leave the bed
Got some solid family round me but I feel alone, I'm dead
To my own emotions, will I ever get away from this?
Joined the military, but I still couldn't find a fit!

Found some happiness inside a cigarette and empty bottle
If I ever make it out, I won the lotto, how'd I get so hollow?
Went to therapy the pills don't change it, guess I'm through
Then she sat down right beside me and whispered it
"I believe in you"

That was the first time that I felt it crawl inside
A butterfly warming everything it flied, let it be my guide
Woman sitting next to me would surely be my wife
Understands me, never felt this in my life
Please don't leave it's nice

Now it's 3 years later, been married for almost 2
I never thought that existence, could be so filtered from blue
It may have taken 27 years, but I'm finally whole
I really truly love this woman with all my heart and soul

Pouring everything into my music, try to spread the light
If you're hearing this, I pray that you continue on the fight!
'Cause the sunrise comes at random
But it outweighs all the night!

I could never say that everything's alright
But you're not alone!

Found some happiness inside my heart and ditched the bottle
Can't believe I made it out, I won the lotto!
Used to feel so hollow...
Come and take my hand we're almost there
You'll make it through!
Someday you'll have someone in your corner saying
"I believe in you"

(I believe in you)
It's so hard
So hard for so long (so long)
And I know (and I know)
It's so hard
So hard for so long
For so long
But you can make it through!

Talk about it
Let them help you please just talk about it
Talk about it
You can make it, come and talk about it
Talk about it
There's no shame in what's inside
So much beauty in the darkness come alive
Sing it with me, let me
Talk about it
Let them help you please just talk about it
Talk about it
You can make it, come and talk about it
Talk about it
There's no shame in what's inside
So much beauty in the darkness come alive
Watch us come alive...

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